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Kinky Scribbles Congrats for 2024!

Congratulations to all the participants of my second annual September Kinky Scribbles Challenge! While we can write kinky scribbles at any time of the year, it’s fun to try and make a collective effort like this. The goal of the event was to help people write and release stories quickly to help build confidence and have fun seeing what we could create. Y’all, I am so proud of all the writers in our community who gave it a try.

Together, seven participants worked for a cumulative 16 hours and 25 minutes to write nine different stories, growing our total collective output to a hefty 12,747 words!

(Please pretend I wrote a hilarious pun here about the size of 747 airplanes.)

 

Participants

Please join me in celebrating and supporting these writers by reading their work and sharing it to your friends! If you’re able, please consider following them on social media and sending a tip or subscribing to their Patreons.

In alphabetical order by author:

Don’t see your story listed here? Check that you followed my parameters, like including content tags and posting it someplace public where I could find the hashtag. You can message me on social media or email me if you know of any stories I missed.

Reminder: this is not a contest and I have some hard limits due to past trauma, so I will not be reading all the stories. I will only include links to public stories, and stories that offer content tags. For accessibility and consent, if your stories include themes from the Top 16 Content Tags and you do not tag them, I will not share those until you add tags at the start of the story. I reserve the right to not feature a story for any reason.

 

Congrats!

This month had a lot of highs and lows for me and for a lot of people, and I’m going to keep this short to conserve energy.

If you’d like a post-event pep talk full of compassion and meant to help calibrate expectations, please enjoy one from Past Elle, which you can find at the end of last year’s celebratory post.

While I have you, I also encourage people to consider donating to relief efforts underway for survivors of Hurricane Helene. See this tab of a large community-run spreadsheet of resources and places to donate, ranging from large orgs to small individual GoFundMe fundraisers.

Thank you all for joining me on this wild ride. I’m so proud of us all! Wonderful work, everyone!

Tiny Spa Day

Intro

Hello, everyone! Where has September gone? I am pleased to release my own entry in the flash fiction September Kinky Scribbles Challenge. This month has had a lot of ups and downs, and writing this today at a coffeeshop with my visiting partner pseudo_size has been one of the best. <3

This may not be one of the most overtly sexy stories I’ve ever written, but it feels really good to explore what kinds of care, sensuality, and pleasure resonate for me right now in a size kink context. I like how this turned out and hope you’ll enjoy it too!

I worked on this for about 1 hour, 45 minutes.

Artwork

I almost took the time to make a nice graphic in Canva like I usually do. But then I’d have less quality time to spend with my sweet pseudo. So I’m keeping it simple with a photo of some jasmine.

The photo I used in the banner is by Fachtu Robbi Almalik on Unsplash, shared under a Creative Commons License.

 

Support the author

Money is tight right now. I have multiple works of fiction in progress, ranging from wholesome to kinky as fuck. I’d like to continue releasing them here for free.

If you enjoy this story and want to see/hear more like it, the best way to do that is to support me financially. The few donations I get usually go right into commissioning art and paying beta readers. (The second best way is to boost the signal on my stories and encourage your friends to support me, too.) Thanks, y’all!

 

Story synopsis

Gracie is exhausted after coming home from SizeCon, and her partner Leila has a few surprises intended to help her relax. The only catch? She has to shrink.

 

Story content

Tagging is the only way I know for people online to be able to opt in or out of a sexual experience with fully informed consent. I welcome help in tagging—please let me know when I have missed anything important.

Tags for this story include:

Content tags: F/f – shrinking, flirting, handheld, nudity, body exploration, pubic hair, gentle, some tears, big feels, romance, and a teensy bit of sex

 

Read the story

TEXT VERSION: Read the text version of the story behind the cut.

AUDIO VERSION: I might record audio for this story. If I get enough requests, I will move it up on my priority list.

 

September Size Scribbles 2024

Announcing the second annual September Kinky Scribbles writing challenge!

Last year I decided to run an informal size kink writing challenge for myself and anyone in the community interested in participating. It was a blast! Together, twelve participants worked for a cumulative 24.5 hours to write 15 different stories, growing our total collective output to a massive 28,487 words. Read last year’s stories here!

The strategy of a Kinky Scribble is to produce creative content in a short amount of time, give it minimal edits, and then release it into the wild for others to enjoy.

Think of a Kinky Scribble as the writing equivalent of a quick pencil sketch. You could turn it into an oil painting with a lot of time and effort, or you can have fun sketching it, sharing it, and then move onto your next project.

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Parameters

The goal of the challenge is to write one or more stories within the month of September, using the Kinky Scribble format:

  • must be at least 500 words long, no max limit
  • can be flash fiction, a vignette, or prose poetry
  • can be NSFW or SFW
  • write it quickly
  • give it minimal edits
  • add content tags, esp. the most important Top 16 Tags
  • share it with the world within 24 hours
  • (optional) email me the link to your story to include in my Oct 1 blog post*

You can focus on writing one, two, ten, or try for as many as you can make before September 30! There’s no story limit and no upper wordcount limit.

Share your story wherever you usually post your work, and if possible include the hashtag #SeptKinkyScribble.

Common places size kink writers publish are their own websites, DeviantArt, Tumblr, Cohost, Giantess World, Giantess City, Coiled Fist, Daddy’s Dollhouse, Archive of Our Own (AO3), Literotica, FanFiction.net, Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing, Smashwords, in a long Twitter/Mastodon/BlueSky thread, or, as a last resort, a Google Doc with open viewing permissions and a link shared to social media. Remember that private forums like Giantess City and Daddy’s Dollhouse aren’t fully public. Be careful to check a platform’s terms of service about X-rated content and how they might legally or illegally take user’s work to train generative AI software.

At the end of the challenge, my plan is to make a blog post and a list of links to stories for people who participated. Email me the link to your story if you want to be included. Let’s see how much we can create in the next month!

*Important: this is not a contest and I have some hard limits due to past trauma, so I will not be reading all the stories. In my blog post celebrating our work at the end of the month, I will only include links to public stories, and stories that offer content tags. For accessibility and consent, if your stories include themes from the Top 16 Content Tags and you do not tag them, I will not share those until you add tags at the start of the story. I reserve the right to not feature a story for any reason.

 

What can I write about?

Stories can be SFW or NSFW. It can have lots of sex or no sex, comfy cuddles or dark themes, or something you find erotic or adorable or both or neither. You can write a simple vignette—a brief scene without a full plot—but if you have a plot arc in mind, then by all means go ahead!

I recommend finding an idea that excites you mentally, emotionally, or physically. It’s easier to launch into a scribble that makes you curious. What’s your personal favorite theme in size kink erotica? What’s a moment you love in a movie that you wish had size difference? What’s the fantasy you wish you saw more often? Can you feature that fantasy in two different ways in two different scribbles?

Sometimes I start with a small speck of a concept (a first kiss with a tiny, or how cold weather would affect size interactions) and it stays simple. Sometimes a more complex story reveals itself as I write (whoops, it’s an orgy now!) and I end up in a mad frenzy trying to keep the story to a reasonable length (if she’s so tiny, why is her story 4100 words).

You won’t have time or space to tackle complex topics in-depth, so it can help to focus on a single powerful moment. Instead of trying to write an entire wedding, try writing the scene where the vows are interrupted by someone outgrowing the building. Instead of offering the full worldbuilding download of how your growth serum / shrinking potion works and all its limitations, just show us that it works and that it has a limitation, and your readers will fill in the rest. What is the most intense and impactful moment of the larger story? Zoom in on that.

It can feel thrilling to try and write something quickly, especially when you give yourself permission to let it be messy and imperfect. That’s one reason I often like to share the length of time I spent writing and editing, because nobody reasonable would expect a masterpiece when it’s written in fifteen minutes or two hours. (And if they do, then they are not my audience.) You do not need to explain how long it took you, unless that is a positive strategy for you, too.

 

A Success Story: Glamorous Debt

A cool success story: last year, @BijouL33 took part by writing the scribble “Glamourous Debt,” which came to a fantastic 2354 words in 1.5 hours. She messaged me to make sure I saw her tweet and to share the wonderful news:

The wonderful size writing challenge you curated last year has yielded more fantastic and creative size work! A couple found the piece that I wrote for that challenge and liked it so much they wanted to record an audio version of the story (complete with sound design and everything!) I think it’s such a wonderful thing and I’m forever grateful that your challenge encouraged me to get out of my writing funk with a low stakes, welcoming atmosphere ❤️

Check out the 15-minute performance with sound design and voice acting here on the AudiosGoneWild subreddit. They asked Lee’s permission first, of course. I love how they tagged the story, and they even included a voice-only version for those with audio-processing issues and misophonia, like me! If you don’t have access to Reddit, you can listen to the main audio performance directly here, and the voice-only file here.

One of my hopes for this challenge is to see more creative sizey work in the world, so I am thrilled that this happened! It feels like such a wonderful example of what can happen when we share our creativity.

You never know who out there will be inspired by your ideas!

 

My Goals for This Year

My own personal goals: Last year I aimed for three Kinky Scribbles because I knew it would be a stretch. This year has been a bit rough and my September is going to be very full, so I am granting myself some grace.

My personal goal for this challenge is to write and publish at least one Kinky Scribble. My stretch goal will be to try writing a fanfiction for a sexy queer romance I read lately. But if I can’t make that happen, at least one scribble of any topic will be a win for me, personally.

 

My Tips for Kinky Scribbles

These are the tips I will personally offer for this particular challenge. Since we’re doing these quickly and aiming for a messy scribble, there are strategies that can help us do that.

Much of this comes from other peoples’ wisdom I’ve absorbed over the years, though I can’t recall sources. A lot of this comes from my own self-talk while writing!

  • try ideas that excite you, not what you think you “should” write
  • focus on a single powerful moment
  • don’t explain worldbuilding, just show it happening
  • less plot, more vignette
  • zoom in on sensory details
  • ask your inner editor to cut you some slack, just for now
  • lean into curiosity
  • playfulness, instead of perfection
  • let it be messy, like an artist’s sketch
  • all it needs to do is exist
  • afraid it won’t be good enough? stay afraid but do it anyway
  • remember you’ll be in good (& imperfect) company!
https://www.tumblr.com/goddammitstacey/169791420103/an-inspiration-to-us-all

Carrie Fisher’s full quote:

“Stay afraid, but do it anyway. What’s important is the action. You don’t have to wait to be confident. Just do it and eventually the confidence will follow.”

(Took me a hot minute to track down where Fisher originally said this. It was in an interview with the Sarasota Herald-Tribune on April 21, 2013. She was asked “What advice do you give people who are struggling with mental illness and are afraid to pursue their dreams?” So. Like. Me. She was talking about me. And maybe you? And maybe anyone who’s worried about not being good enough, which seems like most people for most of human history.)

 

Other Tips on Flash Fiction, Vignettes, and More

Strictly speaking, I am defining a Kinky Scribble as a specific kind of low-stakes, quickly-written flash fiction, vignette, or prose poem. It can be whatever you want or need it to be.

Flash fiction” is technically its own subgenre of 1000 words or less, with a complete plot and a surprise at the end. A vignette usually explores a strong emotion or memory and does not have a specific length, plot, or have any need for a surprise at the end. A prose poem is even more loosely defined as a poem without standard line breaks, which looks like prose but reads like a poem.

There are plenty of tips on flash fiction from a variety of sources. You do NOT need to explore these resources or follow their rules. Plenty of people have different definitions of flash fiction and different goals for the quality of their stories. Some kinds of flash fiction are called micro-fiction, sudden fiction, postcard fiction, and short short story.

I’m offering other peoples’ definitions and tips because someone asked for them, but keep in mind, this particular Kinky Scribble challenge is meant to help people lower the stakes and have fun.

Some ideas from the interwebs to go more in-depth:

    • Flash Fiction 101 – an excellent short article from MasterClass in 2022 that offers tips like using strong imagery, sticking to one moment and focusing on just one or two characters.
    • 5 Tips on Writing a Vignette – another great article from MasterClass that offers tips like “don’t conform” to a traditional plot structure, use visual language, appeal to the senses, zoom in for a microscopic view, and “go big, then edit.”
    • Flash Fiction Online – a free online magazine specializing in high quality flash fiction stories – see their 2015 article “Thirteen Tips for Writing Flash Fiction” for their submission tips and, I kid you not, a fantasy story in their August 2024 issue called “In the Path of the Giantess” by Sarah Jackson (CW threat of village destruction)
    • SmokeLong Quarterly – another free online magazine specializing in high quality flash fiction stories – their annual competition “The Grand Micro Contest” aka “The Mikey” does not in fact have anything to do with “micros” as the size community defines them, but if you enjoy flash fiction it’s something to explore
    • Manawaker Studio’s Flash Fiction Podcast – a weekly podcast with mostly SFF short stories under 10 minutes each, with no descriptions or content warnings.

Why take this challenge?

My goal with this challenge is to help bring more sizey writing into the world, and to help myself build confidence and earn a little dopamine to remind me how much fun writing can be.

For myself, I want to pick my momentum back up and start sharing things again. I feel like the happy brain chemicals of this can help fuel me in my longer projects where I want to give the work more polish, but often run out of steam.

The first year I launched this challenge, I had been thinking about this tweet from sex writer Kate Sloan, author of 101 Kinky Things Even You Can Do:

Most of my long work that I am deeply, enduringly proud of began as kinky scribbles. When the time comes to share, I sometimes realize that the potential I saw in the story feels too delicious to pass by for a little dopamine. Sometimes I feel frustrated with myself, but I try and let go of my narrative that “I’m failing at Kinky Scribbles” and focus on the fact I discovered a project that really speaks to me. I don’t regret transforming those into longer pieces and devoting more time to them. It’s okay to change your goals for a project once you can see the shape of it more clearly!

I’m also proud of the stories I kept as kinky scribbles, proud of creating them and releasing them, and especially proud of being playful and leaning into my love of writing.

In short, I’m trying to lean into the Andy Warhol philosophy:

“Don’t think about making art, just get it done. Let everyone else decide if it’s good or bad, whether they love it or hate it. While they are deciding, make even more art.”

 

Compassion & calibrating expectations

Last year, this event was harder than I thought it would be, because reasons, and after 23 days feeling completely frozen, I seriously considered bowing out of my own community writing challenge. Controversial opinion here—it would have been okay if I had.

Sometimes these things move in cycles. Sometimes creativity stays out of reach for a long time, and that’s especially true for writing erotica with that added dimension of sexuality. If you’ve never heard of the Dual Control Model of sexuality (I have a short thread on it here) I’d also suggest there’s a similar model for creativity.

Sometimes no matter how much we want to be creative, there’s a lot of stuff weighing down our minds and bodies, and we have to take care of those things—and ourselves—before we’re able to explore and go the speed we’d prefer.

My partner pseudo_size and I have talked at length about our different writing styles, and last year she pointed out that the increased time pressure of a Kinky Scribble can actually raise stakes that won’t work for everyone.

For me, the deadline helps me overcome my desire for perfection because the ridiculous time frame forces me to give up my desire to make it The Best Story I Can Write™. I put up with high stakes in timing so that I can benefit from the low stakes of quality.

On the other hand, a lot of people might need a completely different structure. Writing something with a long (or nonexistent) deadline allows for flexibility that’s super important to folks with mental or physical health issues, people caring for kids or older family members, or those with demanding jobs or other responsibilities.

Flexibility like this, low stakes in timing, is something that was vital for pseudo as they wrote and edited their phenomenal erotic novel, Eve’s Boutique, now available for sale in multiple eBook formats and being released a chapter at a time on their blog!

I’ve needed that kind of flexibility and grace for a lot of projects, too, like my lesbian love story Dare You Not to Grow, which came to 14,000 words in six chapters and took me 11 months. In situations where you care a lot about the outcome, it’s okay to go slow. Low stakes in timing made it possible for pseudo and I to put high stakes into quality.

Sometimes you want to take your time with art to makes something you are deeply, enduringly proud of. Sometimes you want a fun mad dash to some dopamine. Different creative projects require different tools. Use whatever feels best for you and your story!

If you can join us for this challenge, I am thrilled to have you. If you need to re-calibrate and decide this challenge isn’t for you right now, that’s okay too. Trust me, I’ve been there. I’m proud of us all for trying, and for everything we create!

 

Share the challenge with your followers

Here’s some text to copy/paste into a social media post, if it feels good to announce your participation. (It’s also totally okay to announce it after you’ve participated—whatever works best for you and your motivation.)

I’m taking the #SeptKinkyScribble Challenge! Share sizey stories of 500+ words w/ the #KinkyScribble format: write it quickly, give it minimal edits, add tags, and share it with the world within 24 hrs. In Oct @mightytinygiant will feature participants on her blog. Wish me luck!

 

To quote the outro of the Writing Excuses podcast: okay, you’re out of excuses, now go write!

Enjoy this content? Buy Elle a coffee to show your support!

 

 

Artwork Feature: New Avatar by LadyEgg!

I’m pleased to announce that I’ve commissioned new artwork for my avatar across all platforms, to be used in all the authorly ways!

Many thanks to the ever-amazing Lady Egg, @_lilegg on Twitter. You can find her commission info, Kofi, and Patreon on her website here.

They were wonderful to work with as I commissioned art for my first and last chapters of Dare You Not to Grow back in 2022. I especially loved the one she made for the final chapter, just swoon-worthy!

I am SUCH a fan of her work, so many sweet sexy ladies of all sizes. Her art style is so dreamy and blushy, and it never fails to make me smile.

I specifically asked them to create an image that would show me at two different sizes to reflect my identity as a sizeshifter and person with AiWS, with the larger me looking more confident and the smaller me looking like a bit of a blushy airhead. I truly love how this turned out, and how she depicted my voluptuous body type. I feel classy and celebrated and sexy!

Avatar of Elle Largesse at two different sizes, art by @_lilegg. She's got pink wavy hair, pale skin, and a fuller figure. She's wearing a busty white tank top, black skirt, and crescent moon necklace. She's also holding a smaller Elle in her palm.
Created by Lady Egg (https://x.com/_lilegg) and shared with her permission. Do not repost without permission.

Now, to try and remember every platform where I might have avatars uploaded… This might take a minute.

Please go give Lady Egg a follow and support her work!

Also, I’d like to take a moment to appreciate the avatar by DTV_art, which has seen me through thick and thin for so many years. Though it was time for a new look for me, I will always feel nostalgic and grateful for DTV’s artwork, both in my avatar and in a moment that helped me celebrate my love for my partner pseudoclever.

Portrait of Elle Largesse by DTV_art
Portrait of Elle Largesse by the talented DTV_art, https://twitter.com/dtv_art

Pour one out for this lovely image! DTV is a friend of mine and I heartily support her and hope you will, too.

 

 

Artwork Feature: TenderTinyArtist

I recently received the gift of some beautiful artwork from my friend TenderTinyArtist, @tiny_renders on Twitter. They also recently joined DeviantArt.

I adore their work, their curvy giantesses (anyone who has “trademark stretchmarks” for their work gets my unending support), and the way they show everyday moments in sizey situations. I often feel very “seen” by what they post.

Recently they wanted to give me some art and were thoughtful enough to ask first which way I was feeling: big or small? I was able to give them a range (between an inch and maybe cat-sized) and they responded with this truly fantastic little scene.

Rendered artwork by Tender Tiny Artist showing a 6 inch tall Elle standing on a bed and looking up at the camera. She's got pink wavy hair, pale skin, and a fuller figure that is mostly exposed, as she is clutching purple lace panties around her body. Behind her is a massive matching purple bra, a cell phone, and at her feet a bottle labeled "Little Lotion, Max Strength, Good for Down to 6 inches" with something white spilled from it.
Created by TinyTenderArtist (https://x.com/tiny_renders) and shared with their permission. Do not repost without permission.

It made me feel small in the best way. Also, love all that purple!!

I always love it when you can see a story within a single image. Hats off to artists who can visualize ways to tell whole narratives within one frame—I usually need at least 2000 words!

Please go give them a follow and support their work!

 

Mutiny of a Mistress

Hello, my lovely readers! I am back from a long and much-needed hiatus with a new story. Perfect for fans of Jane Austen and Bridgerton, this 4000-word erotica is my kinky idea of what a lady in the Regency Era might do with shrinking powers, if she were horny and fed up with the patriarchy. (Honestly, mood.)

Skip to the story content section if you want to jump right in. Mind the content tags!

This is the second in a series of historical erotica set in different time periods. The first was Anne and the King’s Miniaturist, a size kink scene between a Duchess and an artist with a secret, set quite literally against one of the most notorious paintings of King Henry VIII’s reign. I have plans for at least two more stories, so stay tuned.

And because I can’t help myself—dear reader, you know how I get off to essays about kinkhere’s some background on why this story took me two years to publish, and thoughts about embracing the transgressive and monstrous fantasies of femmes.

 

When Darkness Lights Your Fire

I wrote this 4000-word story in December of 2022 after reading (and then immediately re-reading) the incredibly sexy queer historical romance A Lady for a Duke by Alexis Hall. I’d also been watching Bridgerton, featuring more than one plot about women scheming their way through the Regency Era social ladder. I found myself fantasizing about a woman using size kink magic in a role reversal, a moment of dominance in which she would fight for a better situation in a patriarchal world. My story felt dark and sexy and it turned me on, so I had no trouble putting words on the page.

Then, for various (internalized kink-shaming) reasons, I decided I should try to challenge myself to write a gentle version to release alongside it. After all, the book that put me in this mindset was full of sweet, earnest lovemaking. Surely I could do justice to a version of this story that followed a similar tone? I have so many friends who prefer gentle content, it seemed like a lovely option to offer.

I put in a couple months of work trying to figure out how to rework the characters’ motivations and get to some kind of angle that felt sexy. After all, I’m not heartless. I have two loving partners and enjoy sex with feelings all the time. I read plenty of romance novels—well, queer ones, anyway. So, why did I stall out 2000 words into the new draft? Why was I unable to make progress on it for an entire year?

I thought I could get myself interested again by watching all six hours of the 1995 BBC Pride & Prejudice with some lovely size writer friends on a Discord server. We even followed it up with the 2005 version that gave my younger self such a bisexual crisis with that sexy rain-drenched scene. I enjoyed the films and the company and the nerdy literary analysis. But in the back of my mind I kept asking myself why immersing myself in Regency Era romance for eight hours didn’t do the trick. I couldn’t even bring myself to open the document, let alone write a satisfactory gentle sexy scene. Why?

I have some theories. My therapist probably does, too.

And if you’re a fan of my work, you may have read my previous essays on the way nonconsensual fantasies turn me on in fantasy and horrify me in real life, and all the energy I have put into navigating that as consensually as possible. So, yeah. I have theories of why it was hard for me to wave the magic writing wand and produce a softer, safer, and more socially acceptable version of this story.

But honestly? It doesn’t really matter why the gentle fantasy isn’t exciting me. It’s not “lighting my fire,” as my partner pseudo put it so poetically.

The dark version excited me. A lot. It felt really fucking good to write it. It feels good to re-read it.

And after co-facilitating the Size Ladies and WLW socials at the wonderful SizeCon Micro last weekend, I had more than one excellent conversation with other women in this community who have similar struggles. How hard it can be to embrace our fantasies as they are, when we’re aware how much they deviate from socially acceptable scripts of womanhood. How frustrating it is that many men in the community want us to deliver a very specific version of a giantess “empowerment” fantasy on a silver platter that prioritizes their gaze and consumption. How it’s hard, sometimes, to even admit what really turns us on. Even to ourselves. How lonely that can get.

Many of us talked about how much it meant to us to discover other femmes making art and writing stories in the size kink world. Especially the creations that are unabashedly true to our own turn-ons, not just what we think we should want to write or draw.

It’s okay that I’m struggling with this. I’m writing about it here in this introduction for any other femme writer or artist out there who’s not sure if it’s okay to have these fantasies, if it’s okay to struggle with your own identity because of it. Well, it is okay. It’s okay to want something dark in your fantasy that turns you on, lights your goddamned fire. It’s okay to want something else entirely in real life. It’s okay to pleasure yourself to something dark and then cuddle lovingly with your partner.

It’s okay that I’m afraid you’ll think I’m a monster because I get off to something monstrous.

It reminds me of a scene in Ocean Vuong’s devastatingly good book On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous. (I do recommend this story, especially as an audiobook, but if you pick it up, mind the extensive content tags.)

“‘You’re not a monster,’ I said. But I lied. What I really wanted to say was that a monster is not such a terrible thing to be. From the Latin root monstrum, a divine messenger of catastrophe, then adapted by the Old French to mean an animal of myriad origins: centaur, griffin, satyr. To be a monster is to be a hybrid signal, a lighthouse: both shelter and warning at once.”

It reminds me of what my therapist taught me about anger, when I discovered how thoroughly angry I was all the time, and how I had been raised to stifle, numb, and ignore that emotion to appear more ladylike. “Anger is often a protection or a protest. Sometimes both. Who or what is your anger protecting? Who or what are you protesting?” I think of that often when I feel overwhelmed by fury and size and feel like a Giantess because of it. Shelter and warning at once.

A page later, Vuong writes, “Possessing a heartbeat is never as simple as the heart’s task of saying yes yes yes to the body.”

What else is a fantasy, but the mind’s way of saying yes to the pleasure of our bodies? Why is that so hard to admit to ourselves and to the world? How many fantasies become buried under the most ladylike word I know—“should”?

It’s never quite as simple to say yes to our bodies, and yes to our hearts at the same time. To trust that there will still be a place for us in our social circles if we are open about the things that turn us on. Sometimes safety comes before coming out. That’s just as true with “small” secrets like specific turn-ons as it is with sharing marginalized identities.

In these times especially, it feels vitally important to look our own darknesses in the eye, to own that we can be many things all at once. To really, truly own it. To understand that any one of us can be both shelter and warning, loving and monstrous, light and dark and all the points in-between.

 

Disclaimer & resources

Beyond the realm of fantasy, I do not condone sex acts without consent. Erotic fantasy play between two individuals in reality in person and online should always include negotiation, fully informed consent, and protections such as content tags, safewords, aftercare, and emergency planning.

If you or anyone you know has experienced sexual harassment, trauma, abuse, or assault, I strongly suggest seeking advice and counseling from trained professionals. These are usually free and confidential. Some organizations that offer free resources are: RAINN (Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network) hotline at 800-656-HOPE; National Sexual Violence Resource Center to search for local help; Trans Lifeline Crisis Hotline by and for the transgender community at 877-565-8860; National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1−800−799−7233 or TTY 1−800−787−3224.

 

Artwork

The photo I used in the banner is from Portrait of Madame Aymon, La belle Zélie by Jean Auguste Dominique Ingres, 1806.

 

Support the author

Money is tight right now. I have multiple works of fiction in progress, ranging from wholesome to kinky as fuck. I’d like to continue releasing them here for free.

If you enjoy this story and want to see/hear more like it, the best way to do that is to support me financially. The few donations I get usually go right into commissioning art and paying beta readers. (The second best way is to boost the signal on my stories and encourage your friends to support me, too.) Thanks, y’all!

 

Story synopsis

Lillete has taken a lord for a lover, but he won’t consider marrying her and she’s fed up with the limits of her social station. In this darkly kinky role reversal and revenge story, watch her plan unfold to claim the life she always wanted. A story of shrinking and domination, set in Regency Era England.

 

Story content

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Content tags: F/m, shrinking to doll-sized, noncon, coercion, magic potion, teasing, domination, classism, misogyny, role reversal, revenge, punishment, mild fearplay, humiliation, tickling, masturbation, exhibitionism, cunnilingus, fellatio, insertion, entrapment, fucking the patriarchy

 

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Congrats on September Kinky Scribbles

Congratulations to all the participants of my September Kinky Scribbles Challenge! I’m so proud of all the writers in our community who gave this event a try. The goal of the event was to help people write and release stories quickly to help build confidence and have fun seeing what we could create.

Together, twelve participants worked for a cumulative 24.5 hours to write 15 different stories, growing our total collective output to a massive 28,487 words!

 

Participants

Please join me in celebrating and supporting these writers by reading their work and sharing it to your friends! If you’re able, please consider following them on social media and sending a tip or subscribing to their Patreons.

In alphabetical order by author:

Don’t see your story listed here? Check that you followed my parameters, like including content tags and posting it someplace public where I could find the hashtag. You can message me on social media or email me if you think I missed it.

Reminder: this is not a contest and I have some hard limits due to past trauma, so I will not be reading all the stories. I will only include links to public stories, and stories that offer content tags. For accessibility and consent, if your stories include themes from the Top 15 Content Tags and you do not tag them, I will not share those until you add tags at the start of the story. I reserve the right to not feature a story for any reason.

 

Some compassion & calibrating expectations

I know there are folks out there who may have wanted to start or finish a story and were not able to, because of life or health or the need to rest, or simply not knowing what or how to write the kind of stories you want to see. I am sending you so much love. There have been so many days when I can’t write, either. This event was harder than I thought it would be, because reasons, and I seriously considered bowing out. Controversial opinion hereit would have been okay if I had.

Sometimes these things move in cycles. Sometimes creativity stays out of reach for a long time, and that’s especially true for writing erotica with that added dimension of sexuality. If you’ve never heard of the Dual Control Model of sexuality (I have a short thread on it here) I’d also suggest there’s a similar model for creativity. Sometimes no matter how much we want to be creative, there’s a lot of stuff weighing down our minds and bodies, and we have to take care of those thingsand ourselvesbefore we’re able to explore and go the speed we’d prefer.

pseudo_size and I were talking yesterday about the differences between writing a novel or long story, and writing something like a Kinky Scribble. She pointed out that a scribble actually raises stakes by demanding you write a scene or whole story in 24 hours. Which is true! Some people might find the time frame raises the stakes in a way that doesn’t work for their brain or current situation.

For me, the deadline helps me overcome my desire for perfection because the ridiculous time frame forces me to give up my desire to make it The Best Story I Can Write. I put up with high stakes in timing so that I can benefit from the low stakes of quality.

On the other hand, writing something with a long (or nonexistent) deadline allows for flexibility that’s super important to folks with mental or physical health issues, people caring for kids or older family members, or those with demanding jobs or other responsibilities. There is tremendous freedom in being able to say “Welp, I wrote four words today, but that’s four words that I didn’t have yesterday. If I have more energy/mental clarity/time/quiet tomorrow, I can try again.” Flexibility like this, low stakes in timing, is something that has been vital for pseudo as they write and edit their erotic novel, Eve’s Boutique. 

I know I relied on it too, for my longer projects like Dare You Not to Grow, which came to 14,000 words in six chapters. I wrote the first draft in March of 2022, gave myself eight months to edit the story and seek a beta read, published the first chapter in November of 2022, then promptly took a mental health hiatus that meant the final chapter didn’t see the light of day until February 2023. That’s eleven months. Nearly a year of flexibility, grace, and self-compassion for a single story, because I cared a lot about it and wanted it to be as high quality as I could make it. In these situations, low stakes in timing made it possible for pseudo and I to put high stakes into quality.

In reality, most creative endeavors are probably going to be a balance of these factors. I don’t want people to think I’m advocating for all stories to always be written this way.

Sometimes you want a NaNoWriMo mad dash to the finish line, just to have words on a page you can edit later. Sometimes you want to take a year or more to craft a story with care, making art you are deeply, enduringly proud of. Sometimes you just want to write a story and take your time, but not too much time, and have a balance of time and quality. Different creative projects require different tools. Use whatever feels best for you and your story!

One of my favorite moments this month was when someone told me that this Kinky Scribble Challenge helped them improve as a writer because they participated. I feel the same way. Thank you all for joining me on this wild ride. I’m so proud of us all! Wonderful work, everyone!

Swiping Right on a Witch

I managed to meet my goal of writing three stories for my September Kinky Scribble Challenge!

This scribble took two hours to write over the course of four writing sprints with my partner pseudo_size. Thank you so much for all your support this month, pseudo! I appreciate you more than words can say.

I gave it one round of edits tonight. I suspect it could use more, but that’s not the point of a scribble, so I’m letting it go. That in itself is a damn victory!

kinky scribble is a flash fiction exercise I developed to help me level up as a writer, to create stories and let them go. I envy artists who can scribble a sketch and share it unfinished into the wild for people to enjoy. This is my answer to that for writers. Feel free to join in yourself, and share with #KinkyScribble so others can find it. If you want to take the September challenge, use #SeptKinkyScribble.

 

Artwork

The photo I used in the banner is by Raymond Perez on Unsplash.

Support the author

Money is tight right now. I have multiple works of fiction in progress, ranging from wholesome to kinky as fuck. I’d like to continue releasing them here for free.

If you enjoy this story and want to see/hear more like it, the best way to do that is to support me financially. The few donations I get usually go right into commissioning art and paying beta readers. (The second best way is to boost the signal on my stories and encourage your friends to support me, too.) Thanks, y’all!

 

Story synopsis

You get more than you bargain for on a date with a witch who makes a truly magical hard cider.

 

Story content

Tagging is the only way I know for people online to be able to opt in or out of a sexual experience with fully informed consent. I welcome help in tagging—please let me know when I have missed anything important.

Tags for this story include:

Content tags: F/x – shrinking, gender neutral POV character, alcohol, potion, dubcon, noncon, mind control, objectification, worship, insertion

 

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Getting Handsy

I wrote a messy kinky scribble last night! That’s my second (completed) Scribble for my September Kinky Scribbles Challenge. I started it at 6pm and wrapped it up around 11pm with maybe 1.5 rounds of edits.

Many thanks to Njord and aminifriend for braving some Friday night writing sprints with me to help get words on the page (oh my God we did seven sprints??) and thanks to my partner pseudo_size for reminding me it’s supposed to be imperfect and I could let it go.

Thanks also to Kate Sloan of Girly Juice for articles on spanking that inspired me to get extra handsy with this story. My favorite on this topic was probably How to Get a Vanilla Person to Spank You Properly.

(CW impact play mention) A note on the graphics and wordcount discrepancy: I originally had about four more paragraphs that involved impact play similar to strokes with a paddle, but for several reasons I ended up removing it. I suppose I might edit this later after a beta read of that section, but for now I just want it to stand as it is for the sake of this challenge.

Anyway, no more thoughts, just sexy writing. Enjoy, my lovelies~

kinky scribble is a flash fiction exercise I developed to help me level up as a writer, to create stories and let them go. I envy artists who can scribble a sketch and share it unfinished into the wild for people to enjoy. This is my answer to that for writers. Feel free to join in yourself, and share with #KinkyScribble so others can find it. If you want to take the September challenge, use #SeptKinkyScribble.

 

Artwork

The photo I used in the banner is by Mathias Reding on Unsplash.

 

Support the author

Money is tight right now. I have multiple works of fiction in progress, ranging from wholesome to kinky as fuck. I’d like to continue releasing them here for free.

If you enjoy this story and want to see/hear more like it, the best way to do that is to support me financially. The few donations I get usually go right into commissioning art and paying beta readers. (The second best way is to boost the signal on my stories and encourage your friends to support me, too.) Thanks, y’all!

 

Story synopsis

Hand sex with a loving partner! Shrinking in public, on purpose! Tiny women who are into spanking and asking for what they want!

 

Story content

Tagging is the only way I know for people online to be able to opt in or out of a sexual experience with fully informed consent. I welcome help in tagging—please let me know when I have missed anything important.

Tags for this story include:

Content tags: NB/f – shrinking, flirting, begging, public nudity and sex, spanking, impact play, sex at a great height, something like scissoring

 

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Two Sizeshifters in the Rain

Here it is, my first entry in my own September Kinky Scribble Challenge. Only, um… twenty-three days into the month. Skip to the story content section if you want to jump right in.

This scribble took two hours of writing, and received one round of edits. I had to keep this one light-hearted, and while I do consider it erotic, it is not nearly as graphic as most of my stories. Many thanks to my partner pseudo_size for body-doubling with me through several writing sprints to help me get words on the page!

kinky scribble is a flash fiction exercise I developed to help me level up as a writer, to create stories and let them go. I envy artists who can scribble a sketch and share it unfinished into the wild for people to enjoy. This is my answer to that for writers. Feel free to join in yourself, and share with #KinkyScribble so others can find it. If you want to take the September challenge, use #SeptKinkyScribble.

 

You launched a challenge & then disappeared. Why?

Yeah, sorry about that, folks. I’ve been asking myself that same question for the last twenty-three days. The short answer is that I’ve been needing some extra care for my mental health. The long answer involves bullet points. (Again, no judgement if you want to skip to the story content section because you’re just here for the big lady tiddies.)

Writing is an experiment. What happens if I use these words in this way? You try it, and no matter what happens, you have some more data than you did before. Data about other peoples’ responses and data about how you responded to that feedback. Will you repeat the experiment exactly or change some variables?

I’ve tried a lot of experiments over the years:

  • What happens if I write in a fancy journal? A cheap one? Do I write better on my laptop with fancy software like Scrivener, or with my thumbs on my phone in a Google Doc? (I learn that, at least for myself, I prefer cheap journals and Google Docs.)
  • What happens if I compete in NaNoWriMo? (I learn that I can technically write 1667 words a day for 30 days. I don’t like to read anything I write, but it still built my confidence to learn I can write those words!)
  • What happens if I try writing random kinky thoughts on Tumblr? (I learn that I am not alone in these kinky thoughts, and I want to write a lot more of them.)
  • What happens if I try writing erotica for SizeRiot contests? (I learn that I get really excited, I have a lot of fun, and even sort of enjoy the last-minute panic with the thrill of the deadline. I get good feedback and discover I want to write a lot of erotica. Like. A lot of erotica.)
  • What happens if I spend years trying to write a single perfect novel and then give up? What if I do this multiple times? (It’s been hard to look at the data on this one. My therapist is helping me process it.)
  • What happens if I decide to practice writing short stories with low stakes? How many of these can I write? (I learn that I can produce a lot of fun and interesting stories this way and start calling them kinky scribbles! It feels like hacking my brain and it’s a big relief and confidence boost.)
  • What happens if I invite others to do that, too? What if I make a big community event? (I learn that this raises the stakes. I learn that my brain does not yet have the skills to handle staying creative with high stakes in this way. I learn, for the millionth time, how helpful it is to have a sex-positive therapist.)

When I launched the challenge, it seemed like a great idea. I’d been writing and posting more often, and it felt like the right time to push myself. I didn’t feel up to hosting a writing contest, but this level of community leadership seemed like it was within my wheelhouse. I genuinely thought it would be a breeze and was caught off guard when it brought up a lot of difficult things for me.

The good news is that my therapist is amazing and it turns out EMDR also works on issues like this. (Or, at least, it works on issues like this in my weird-ass neurodivergent brain. YMMV.)

Y’all know I talk a big game about the artist being more important than the art, and how vitally important it is for creatives to take care of ourselves and our health. Especially when capitalism has trained us to believe we need to provide constant, unrelenting top-quality output without complaint or breaks. No matter how much I know we need rest and can’t expect perfection, my body sometimes has a hard time believing that and trusting it. If you’ve felt this way, too, you’re not alone.

Mental health is messy. So is writing. I’m taking in the data and trying to be open to what it’s telling me, with less judgment and more curiosity. I’m making slow headway, I’m giving myself time to rest, and I’m trying to be okay with the idea of setting aside my goal if necessary.

I’m still hoping to write and publish two more scribbles with the help of the looming Sept 30th deadline. What size kinkster doesn’t love some looming?

 

Artwork

The photo I used in the banner is by Klara Kulikova on Unsplash.

 

Support the author

Money is tight right now. I have multiple works of fiction in progress, ranging from wholesome to kinky as fuck. I’d like to continue releasing them here for free.

If you enjoy this story and want to see/hear more like it, the best way to do that is to support me financially. The few donations I get usually go right into commissioning art and paying beta readers. (The second best way is to boost the signal on my stories and encourage your friends to support me, too.) Thanks, y’all!

 

Story synopsis

Two sizeshifters are caught in the rain. It’s too public to use their powers much, right?

 

Story content

Tagging is the only way I know for people online to be able to opt in or out of a sexual experience with fully informed consent. I welcome help in tagging—please let me know when I have missed anything important.

Tags for this story include:

Content tags: M/f, F/m – growth, flirting, public nudity, gentle

 

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TEXT VERSION: Read the text version of the story behind the cut.

AUDIO VERSION: I might record audio for this story. If I get enough requests, I will move it up on my priority list.